Bien que mon existence soit si infime à ne pas mériter l’amour de Dieu…….
J’ai vécu la vie qui me fut donée selon ma proper vérite,
Sans jamair avoir des remords.
Pour un être humain,
Peut – il y avoir plus grand bonheur.

(Walaupun keberadaanku tidak pantas untuk mendapatkan cinta dari Tuhan……..
Aku akan menjalani hidupku sesuai bagianku,
Tanpa sesal.
Sebagai seorang manusia,
Aku tidak dapat mendapatkan kebahagiaan yang lebih dari ini)

spasi

Well, I found this quote from the review of Baerusaiyu no Bara (Rose of Versailles) in Animonster. I read it, and tought that it perfectly match me!!! Well, you know, I hate myself that much, and considered myself as a pile of trash which has lower value than even a dog shit, for I have done something, which was my biggest mistake. Yet, reading this quote, I feel that there's no need to regret everything that has been done. Eventhough I am lower than a dog shit, I'll live my life as my own part. I learned too how to live by myself also.